I have always heard people talk about these times in there life were they go through dramatic thought change. Anything they took for truth before is flipped upside down and rattled and questioned. It transforms them and makes them a better person. Perhaps, I am just less dramatic of a person, but I don’t ever remember a time like that in my life. I have questioned what I believe in and maybe even reshaped my opinions over time. I just don’t recall a time when I came upon a thought that radically changed my life experience from that moment on. I am the type of person who changes like the seasons, effortlessly and naturally.
I do envy people who go through these monumental life changes. I want to feel shook to my bones. I desire the ability to be completely uncertain and have the chance to embark on a journey of rediscovery. Or maybe the lust for radical change is a dangerous wish.
I never want to be stuck in one place, whether it is location or state of mind. I want to be stretched to the point of utter discomfort and irritation. I know that this next season of my life is going to be strange, and I love it.